This is my journey... my outlet as I navigate the emotional ins and outs of becoming a parent. Two early pregnancy losses have made me realize that I want a way... I need a way... to get my feelings out. I abandoned the blog for several months, but after a third loss, am feeling a need to pick it up again. This blog is for me. Read it if you like, keeping in mind that the journey is mine and you are an invited guest.
The sudden show of winter after an unusually warm January somehow comforts me. It is normal. Expected. It reflects me at this moment. The cold whiteness outside my window settles me... And no matter how hard the wind blows through these drafty windowpanes, the cold can't touch my heart. My heart is already winter.